Story

wellt his is my first confession so here goes. my first sexual experience happened when i was 13. i feel very ambivalent about it but now that i'm off to college it's not like i have anything to hide! i was in the 8th grade when my older brother started hanging out with some athlete types in his school. he was a junior but since he played varsity half his friends on the team were seniors. i have to admit, they were hot. i mean, for a middle-school girl who sees a lot of tall and handsome guys drive up to her house to drink beers and swim half-naked in her pool...

anyways. i never had a real b/f before. i kissed some boys in my year and i even tried to give one guy a handjob at a party before we both realized i was too stupid to know how to get him off. one night when my parents were away, my bro and his friends were as usual in the pool and drinking some beers. i was biking back from my friend's house and when i pulled in my brother called me over and i hung out w/ them for a bit. one guy in particular took a real liking to me. gave me a sip of beer, flirted, etc. i was really flustered but basking at the same time. the guy was a senior! an 18-year old guy was hitting on me!

well, the fun kinda stopped there. i realized all these guys were sleeping over and though i was on a different floor i realized this guy wanted to play with me that night. i was so naive and flattered i was just like "come in my room at midnight". i didn't know what i was doing so when he barged in i was just lying in bed half naked but completely clueless. he kissed me all over which tickled, then stripped me down. played with my tits a litlte (i was well developed back then... i was a 34c back then and still am!). then he told me to suck him off.

i was so floored b/c i didn't even know how to do it. plus, his dick was not small like the guys in my year. i mean, it was pretty big even by my current b/f's standards (and he's 23!). anyways so i put it in my mouth and just leave it htere. boy, was he pissed. he basically told me how to suck, bob my head, lick, etc. i did this for like ten or twenty minutes, and then he came. in my mouth. when it hit me, i was so surprised i gulped some down and then immeidately puked my guts out in my trash can. i heard him laughing the whole time and i started to cry. the fucking bastard was laughing at the fact that he just choked a 13-year old girl with his cum.

anyway, he got me back into bed and massaged me all over. told me nice things, said i was his best even though he was my first, etc. he cajoled me into touching him again, and next thing i know he's about to mount me. i freak out and tell him i don't wanna get pregnant, and he snorts and says he doesn't have a condom. im' like this is fucking rape and then HE freaks out. then he gets a brilliant idea and says to me that doing it the backdoor is like having sex except i can't get pregnant. i have no idea what he's talking about. he says it'll feel good and that it's how girls how guys that they like them when sex is too much of a first step. again, i was 13. excuse me idiocy.

he makes me get into doggie style position. he hocks a big lugey and spits on his hand, and rubs that nasty stuff into my bum. then he makes a big thrust, and he goes in. i saw stars. i was screaming so hard, it hurt like nothing else. he starts pounding and thrusting away and all i'm feeling was this horrific sensation that was a mix between needing to take a big dump and just feeling really full. he's like "want me to stop" and i just want to impress him and i somehow grit "no it's okay!" so, he finishes up inside me. i run to my bathroom and take the most painful crap ever. a lot of blood mixed with his spunk, plus some normal stools. i come back and he's just lying in my bed, naked, smirking.

thankfully he was spent and the only other thing i had to do was please him again in the morning, just a quick blow job (and i did NOT swallow this time).

I didn't have sex until last year when I was 17. i only told my best friend about this at the time and while it kidna arouses me now thinking about _some_ aspects of it, like just being manhandled by a tall and sexy older guy, when it comes down to it, i was pretty abused. i mean, a guy five years older than me basically sodomized me at both ends. i mean, why couldn't he get girls his own age?

well, i'll post more later. i have had NORMAL sexual experiences, thank u very much. ;-) i have an awesome b/f and we do kinky stuff, and we love each other much. but this is my story, and i wouldn't be surprised if there are girls younger than i was doing crazier stuff.